We are getting so close to summer, i can taste it. The sun is rising earlier than sould be legal, and it doesn't get dark until past 9. The sun is feeling warmer, everything is growing a mile a minute, Benjamin and i are popping Clariten, and i'm buying summer clothes for the children. My bones are thawing out! ha. i actually turned on the air conditioner for the first time of the season yesterday.
Thank you for the kind words on my baby fever :). The bare fact is, is that our two will be our only children. I think i would feel this way whether i had 2 or 20. it's just the passing of time that is so hard, and i will be ok. It helped just writing it all out....it lifted the burden from my shoulders, in a way. Adam is excited to having me to himself in 10 years...and i am excited for that as well. I feel lucky to have a husband that looks forward to that. Almost like he really loves me or something! ;) hehe. I'll have plenty of babies and kids to love on as my friends and sisters-in-law's all start having their own. Auntie Erin will be always willing to babysit or lend a hand! :)
Ashlyn writing in her fiction writing journal for school.
more time spent outside!
(learning how to whistle with a thick piece of grass between their thumbs)
erin, you are sweet. the end.
Posted by: anna | May 19, 2011 at 10:57 AM