This morning i told ashlyn that it was my birthday too. She laughed and said no, but i explained that yes, it was....it was the birthday of me becoming a mom. She smiled, kissed me, and snuggled deep into my side. To me, it's not an anniversary of becoming a parent, because in fact, you are reborn. Your whole life changes. Your mindset changes. Your heart changes.
It is an amazing privledge to have someone grow in your womb, feel their movements from within, give birth to that person, and from that moment on, watch them grow into whoever they will become. You put your effort, mind, and love into that person. you know them. every bit of them....much more than they can ever realize.
I am so blessed to be her mama.
i'm gonna post some old photos...uh, you may want to get comfortable. There are a lot :)
In the hospital the day after she was born

daddy on baby duty when we got home so i could FINALLY sleep. i hadn't slept in 48 hrs.
Aunt kelby meeting ashlyn :)
looking at her mobile :)

i had just found out i was pregnant with ben! amazing.
1!!
2!


3!!

4!!
5!
(goodness, i miss those curls!)

first day of kindergarten :)
6!
7!
LOL

8!


NINE! lol. (she's a bit excited)
this morning before school.
if you looked at all those photos, you deserve a prize! i could have posted 100 more....! :)
i love you, ashlyn grace!